Actually, these recent days I haven't been getting the best vibes from this surgery. I don't know why, but I'm just feeling it. Due to the fact that I don't have my life bought, either is isn't sure that I'll come back to this blog, my blog. It's not that I'm being pessimistic, It's just that I'm being sensible: death risk is everywhere, just when leaving home I have risks around: at home, at university, at the bus, everywhere! I think I don't fear death, I just fear being that important for someone who couldn't live without me. Actually, it might be really good; but I don't like it.
I got many things to tell you, but there are 3 things I can't evoid telling you right now. These things (points) I gonna talk about are:
1. Yeah! I might be a man who has been with more than one girl at the same time, but when I really like one, I come serious! I know that's something very difficult to believe, even to understand. There have been a lot of reasons for me to be that way (do NOT think about me being hurted in the past or sth related). The important fact or the message is that: I could explain my way of being, but you might not understand. So, just get it by me as being happy and enjoying my life! There are stuffs people don't understand that easy, just becuase there are paradigms in their minds.
2. Most people say family is very important in everyone's life, but what about those people who grew being alone? what about those people who are homeless? Most of them grew up without it, obviously they had some help. But that help might be less than what they really deserved. In my opinion, I grow up in a different one, NOT a normal one. I won't say why I say so. Okey!? Everything I could tell you is: get to me! never be afraid of being shy! hehehe
3. As I said: I don't have my life for sure!! I don't know if I'm comming back to this, my, blog. So all I wanted to say was thank you very much for reading me. And thank you a lot for being who you are and the special ways you have made my life better!! :D
Well, I got to go now. It is 11:39 of 10th June! hehe and the surgery will be in the next ...7 hours!!
Oh! Just write any comment you have!! hehehe Really love you!
I got many things to tell you, but there are 3 things I can't evoid telling you right now. These things (points) I gonna talk about are:
1. Yeah! I might be a man who has been with more than one girl at the same time, but when I really like one, I come serious! I know that's something very difficult to believe, even to understand. There have been a lot of reasons for me to be that way (do NOT think about me being hurted in the past or sth related). The important fact or the message is that: I could explain my way of being, but you might not understand. So, just get it by me as being happy and enjoying my life! There are stuffs people don't understand that easy, just becuase there are paradigms in their minds.
2. Most people say family is very important in everyone's life, but what about those people who grew being alone? what about those people who are homeless? Most of them grew up without it, obviously they had some help. But that help might be less than what they really deserved. In my opinion, I grow up in a different one, NOT a normal one. I won't say why I say so. Okey!? Everything I could tell you is: get to me! never be afraid of being shy! hehehe
3. As I said: I don't have my life for sure!! I don't know if I'm comming back to this, my, blog. So all I wanted to say was thank you very much for reading me. And thank you a lot for being who you are and the special ways you have made my life better!! :D
Well, I got to go now. It is 11:39 of 10th June! hehe and the surgery will be in the next ...7 hours!!
Oh! Just write any comment you have!! hehehe Really love you!
