First of all, I wanna say that this is not something new for me, I started a blog like two years ago on Blogspot, but I hadn’t written anything over there since the last presidential campaign in Colombia. I don’t know if writting my thoughts has any sense, but I just wanna and feel like doing it. Probably it doesn’t make sense at all if you read this and don’t know me, but if you know who I am, you’ll get to know the way I think and feel about other people.
Now, let’s start with all of this mess. Today I felt lonely as I hadn’t felt before: Erick, Nicole, Jeremy, Seung Bin, María, Benedetta, etc. All of my closest friends left China. I still got Ghazal, my Iranian friend that I love so much… but it’s everyone leaving against she staying in Beijing. It’s gonna be like a new beginning of my life in China
This second part of my adventure in China, it’s gonna have a lot of good memories with my friends I met here, but as usual, nothing lasts forever. This new period of time will probably bring tons of new people, friends, party, characters, exams, etc, etc, etc…. I already got new flatmate: he’s name is Sina, from Iran.Today I’ll start a new way of living my life: I’m gonna print some photos of my family and my friends, then I’ll put them in the thing María gave me, so that I can smile everyday :) And of course I’m gonna keep playing guitar!!
I gotta accept that if I’m writing again, it’s because I got a bit of influence from Erick, one of the best guys I’ve ever met in my life, my flatmate for 6 months that I’ll never forget! Oh, and that’s not the only thing he’s influenced in my life: GUITAR!! haha I love playing the songs he used to play when he was here, it brings as many memories as you couldn’t believe!
Today I cleaned, organized, smoked, spoke, hugged, saw, laughed, played, listened, wrote, walked, drank, ate and it feels well to be me, living this new start of my life in China.
lunes, 23 de enero de 2012
domingo, 2 de mayo de 2010
lunes, 26 de abril de 2010
jueves, 15 de abril de 2010
Cumpleaños
Bueno, hoy es mi cumpleaños, y siendo la 1:22am leo un poema que tiene una frase que me gusta mucho:
"Un cielo que responda a mi delirio sin hacerme sentir mi pequeñez; un cielo mío, que me esté mirando, y que tan sólo a mí mirando esté".
Quiero delirar a la medida que mis sentidos no permitan, para sentirme no pequeño, como lo que soy, sino que me haga ignorar esa diminutez que representa mi existencia. Quiero delirar, y que mis sentidos se unan con el cielo. Pero quiero que ese cielo me pertenezca como mi alma, que sólo sirve a mi persona.
Frase: Rafael Pombo
Poema: Noche de Diciembre
"Un cielo que responda a mi delirio sin hacerme sentir mi pequeñez; un cielo mío, que me esté mirando, y que tan sólo a mí mirando esté".
Quiero delirar a la medida que mis sentidos no permitan, para sentirme no pequeño, como lo que soy, sino que me haga ignorar esa diminutez que representa mi existencia. Quiero delirar, y que mis sentidos se unan con el cielo. Pero quiero que ese cielo me pertenezca como mi alma, que sólo sirve a mi persona.
Frase: Rafael Pombo
Poema: Noche de Diciembre
martes, 16 de febrero de 2010
miércoles, 3 de febrero de 2010
How to lose a brother (Fast guide)
This is very very easy, just try to follow what i'm going to tell you, step by step i'm gonna guide you so that you will lose a brother (friend) as fast as possible. Let's start:
1. You probably know and understand that you are not always right, it is not that your point of view is stupid or your ideas are freak, but someone else's got the reason. I don't think it's that difficult to understand, but if you try to make him understand this point, even by telling him that everything he blows his own trumpet of is against that point of view he's always defended, but he's that stubborn that is unbelievable for him to accept he's wrong. If you achieved trying to make him understand, but he didn't and only got mad angry at you, you're doing a great job for our aim.
2. Post a video of something he mocks of on any of your mutual friend's wall. Explanation: he mocks of some kind of "divine" person, even by telling people: "hey, don't be stupid, that person is not divine". even though they have believed so for several years, he tries to disrespect that tradition by telling people what i'v said before. Now, point is: if you get to post that video of that "divine" person, being kind of laughed at, even though he disrespects him, he will get mad angry at you. It works something like this: he is able disrespect him, but you are not, and if you "do" (shall I say you dont disrespect someone by posting a video you didnt even do??) .......then he'll get angry!
Are you sure you're doing your best to lose him?? go ahead!
3. He probably admires any kind of person, and probably has his own reasons, as you probably, as I do so too. But, if you tell him your point of view, and ask him to rethink about those people he admires...you'll do GREAT! you didnt tell him: hey, do not admire that person, but think twice about admiring him, or did you? I dont think so. I consider this third step is the most important one. it will really show you how many times this person lied to you, by saying he was your real brother, that brother you have almost never had, by saying he loved you, but never actually did. if he loved you, and was your brother, why cant he respect your opinion? you respected him, right? i know you did, you never swore at him although he did at you. Big lie.
By the way, if you can call him "liar" ..Perfect. it'll freak him out, so that you'll lose him even faster.
This is a sad story, it was a real thing that happened to me, don't worry it happened, but just inside my head, imagination is that powerful, that sometimes makes you think you got a real brother, in other country, in other language, with other thoughts, but ....with capital letter....your BROTHER.
1. You probably know and understand that you are not always right, it is not that your point of view is stupid or your ideas are freak, but someone else's got the reason. I don't think it's that difficult to understand, but if you try to make him understand this point, even by telling him that everything he blows his own trumpet of is against that point of view he's always defended, but he's that stubborn that is unbelievable for him to accept he's wrong. If you achieved trying to make him understand, but he didn't and only got mad angry at you, you're doing a great job for our aim.
2. Post a video of something he mocks of on any of your mutual friend's wall. Explanation: he mocks of some kind of "divine" person, even by telling people: "hey, don't be stupid, that person is not divine". even though they have believed so for several years, he tries to disrespect that tradition by telling people what i'v said before. Now, point is: if you get to post that video of that "divine" person, being kind of laughed at, even though he disrespects him, he will get mad angry at you. It works something like this: he is able disrespect him, but you are not, and if you "do" (shall I say you dont disrespect someone by posting a video you didnt even do??) .......then he'll get angry!
Are you sure you're doing your best to lose him?? go ahead!
3. He probably admires any kind of person, and probably has his own reasons, as you probably, as I do so too. But, if you tell him your point of view, and ask him to rethink about those people he admires...you'll do GREAT! you didnt tell him: hey, do not admire that person, but think twice about admiring him, or did you? I dont think so. I consider this third step is the most important one. it will really show you how many times this person lied to you, by saying he was your real brother, that brother you have almost never had, by saying he loved you, but never actually did. if he loved you, and was your brother, why cant he respect your opinion? you respected him, right? i know you did, you never swore at him although he did at you. Big lie.
By the way, if you can call him "liar" ..Perfect. it'll freak him out, so that you'll lose him even faster.
This is a sad story, it was a real thing that happened to me, don't worry it happened, but just inside my head, imagination is that powerful, that sometimes makes you think you got a real brother, in other country, in other language, with other thoughts, but ....with capital letter....your BROTHER.
Rómulo Caicedo
"Se apague para siempre mi corazón herido,
se tornen mis pupilas sin lagrimar jamás,
y en mi ultimo suspiro tan solo una sonrisa
te han de dejar mis labios perdonando tu mal."
se tornen mis pupilas sin lagrimar jamás,
y en mi ultimo suspiro tan solo una sonrisa
te han de dejar mis labios perdonando tu mal."
Seda, Alessandro Baricco
"De vez en cuando, en los días de viento, Hervé Joncour descendía hasta el lago y
pasaba horas mirándolo, ya que, diseñado en el agua, le parecía ver el inexplicable
espectáculo, leve, que había sido su vida".
"Iba lloviendo su vida frente a sus ojos, sereno espectáculo".
"Él relataba despacio, mirando en el aire cosas que los demás no veían".
pasaba horas mirándolo, ya que, diseñado en el agua, le parecía ver el inexplicable
espectáculo, leve, que había sido su vida".
"Iba lloviendo su vida frente a sus ojos, sereno espectáculo".
"Él relataba despacio, mirando en el aire cosas que los demás no veían".
jueves, 3 de diciembre de 2009
I trow nothing
Even in the midst of the knowledge's steam
I can not a whit wit whence comest thou,
I can not a whit wit whither thou goest,
she hath all I wanted...
but I wist, wit, and will wit nothing...
Wait, I shalt wake up...
tho it was not a whit just a pudh dream,
thought I had seen thee hither,
and thou were hither with me,
thee were hither like a fullsome fere...
I thought onoupan us there was only sky,
not that blue, not that white...
Dost thy smell linger?
durst is what I wish,
overmany thoughts are in my head
I do not a with wit whence they come from,
All I wit is that ...
...henceforth I trow nothing...
I can not a whit wit whence comest thou,
I can not a whit wit whither thou goest,
she hath all I wanted...
but I wist, wit, and will wit nothing...
Wait, I shalt wake up...
tho it was not a whit just a pudh dream,
thought I had seen thee hither,
and thou were hither with me,
thee were hither like a fullsome fere...
I thought onoupan us there was only sky,
not that blue, not that white...
Dost thy smell linger?
durst is what I wish,
overmany thoughts are in my head
I do not a with wit whence they come from,
All I wit is that ...
...henceforth I trow nothing...
Here I am again..
Here I am again in front of the mirror,
watching my face in front of the mirror,
smelling my odor in front of the mirror,
hearing my own breathing in front of the mirror,
and trying to touch my soul in front of the mirror...
second by second I watched myself,
minute by minute I smelt myself,
hour by hour I heard myself,
day by day I stood up in front of...
but never got to touch my soul,
never got to watch my own reflection,
never got to hear my own breathing,
never got to touch my own soul..in front of the mirror...
watching my face in front of the mirror,
smelling my odor in front of the mirror,
hearing my own breathing in front of the mirror,
and trying to touch my soul in front of the mirror...
second by second I watched myself,
minute by minute I smelt myself,
hour by hour I heard myself,
day by day I stood up in front of...
but never got to touch my soul,
never got to watch my own reflection,
never got to hear my own breathing,
never got to touch my own soul..in front of the mirror...
lunes, 30 de noviembre de 2009
AFTER SURGERY
Hmmmm... it's been months after being at operating theater. It's weird the fact of being here, but .. I want to thank you all, but specially to some friends like Donia, Toby, and Elena, because they all where with me, talking and talking...
I've just been wondering myself about why did I not die there at that moment? it felt like the shortest 30 mins of my whole life. It felt like totally disconnected from this world, no thoughts, no words, no you, no mind. Last thing I thought about: will I be back to bother them ? will they see me again ? or am I going to be able to bother them while they sleep? haha it's weird... utterly weird! Why life made me come back and did not let me pass away?
It comes to my mind my conversations with Elena when I was getting to know her.. that was sooo embarrassing.. haha i still had the dressing on my nose! .. haha
Donia, you quarreling me about thinking things would go well at that time.. it's so nice.
Toby, you ALWAYS arguing against Israel State.. haha thank you too, because from you I learnt that bros are not always made by blood kinship, but made by real friendship.
I'd like to write more but... I just want to go to bed in order to think about how my life's been after the surgery...
I've just been wondering myself about why did I not die there at that moment? it felt like the shortest 30 mins of my whole life. It felt like totally disconnected from this world, no thoughts, no words, no you, no mind. Last thing I thought about: will I be back to bother them ? will they see me again ? or am I going to be able to bother them while they sleep? haha it's weird... utterly weird! Why life made me come back and did not let me pass away?
It comes to my mind my conversations with Elena when I was getting to know her.. that was sooo embarrassing.. haha i still had the dressing on my nose! .. haha
Donia, you quarreling me about thinking things would go well at that time.. it's so nice.
Toby, you ALWAYS arguing against Israel State.. haha thank you too, because from you I learnt that bros are not always made by blood kinship, but made by real friendship.
I'd like to write more but... I just want to go to bed in order to think about how my life's been after the surgery...
viernes, 9 de octubre de 2009
martes, 15 de septiembre de 2009
One of the best songs ever...
This is another song that makes me remember a lot of things ...
Here youa re the lyrics in german:
ICH HATT' EINEN KAMERADEN
Ich hatt' einen Kameraden,
Einen bessern findst du nit,
Die Trommel schlug zum Streite,
Er ging an meiner Seite.
In gleichem Schritt und Tritt.
In gleichem Schritt und Tritt.
Eine Kugel kam geflogen,
Gilt's mir oder gilt es dir?
Ihn hat es wegerissen
Er liegt vor meinen Füssen
Als wär's ein Stück von mir
Als wär's ein Stück von mir
Will mir die Hand noch reichen
Derweil ich eben lad'
"Kann dir die Hand nicht geben
Bleib du im ew'gen Leben
Mein guter Kamerad...
mein guter Kamerad...!"
Now, here you are the lyrics in spanish:
YO TENÍA UN COMPAÑERO
Yo tenía un camarada,
nunca lo hallaré mejor,
que en la gloriosa jornada,
iba firme en la pisada,
|: al redoble del tambor. :|
"Una bala, compañero.
¿Para quién de los dos es?"
Era el diálogo postrero,
y bajo el plomo certero,
|: cayó tendido a mis pies. :|
Hace un esfuerzo y, en vano,
quiere mi mano estrechar.
"Duerme en paz, querido hermano.
La Patria quiere mi mano
|: para volver a atacar." :|
nunca lo hallaré mejor,
que en la gloriosa jornada,
iba firme en la pisada,
|: al redoble del tambor. :|
"Una bala, compañero.
¿Para quién de los dos es?"
Era el diálogo postrero,
y bajo el plomo certero,
|: cayó tendido a mis pies. :|
Hace un esfuerzo y, en vano,
quiere mi mano estrechar.
"Duerme en paz, querido hermano.
La Patria quiere mi mano
|: para volver a atacar." :|
miércoles, 2 de septiembre de 2009
ANDREA BOCELLI - CON TE PARTIRO
Well, people, let me introduce you one of the songs I like the most: conte partiro by Andrea Bocelli ( yeah! the blind one =P) The feelings this song generates deep inside my heart are soooo big. It reminds me something that I will only tell my good friends! haha
I hope you have fun singing this song as I do.
By the way... thanks for readng my blog!!
Quando sono solo
sogno all'orizzonte
e mancan le parole,
si lo so che non c'e` luce
in una stanza quando manca il sole,
se non ci sei tu con me,
Su le finestre
mostra a tutti il mio cuore
che hai acceso,
chiudi dentro me
la lace che
hai incontrato per strada,
Con te partrio'
Paesi che non ho mai
veduto e vissuto con te,
adesso si li vivro'
Con te partiro'
su navi per mari
che, io lo so,
no, no, non esistono piu'
con te io li vivro'
Quando sei lontana
sogno all'orizzonte
e mancan le parole,
e io si lo so
che sie con me,
tu mia luna tu sei qui con me,
mio sole tu sei qui con me.
Con te partiro'
Paesi che non ho mai
veduto e vissuto con te,
adesso si li vivro.
Con te partiro,
su navi per mari
che, io lo so,
no, no, non esistono piu',
con te io li rivivro.
Con te partiro'
su navi per mari
che, io lo so,
no, no, non esistono piu'.
con te io li rivivro.
Con te partiro'
Io con te.
sogno all'orizzonte
e mancan le parole,
si lo so che non c'e` luce
in una stanza quando manca il sole,
se non ci sei tu con me,
Su le finestre
mostra a tutti il mio cuore
che hai acceso,
chiudi dentro me
la lace che
hai incontrato per strada,
Con te partrio'
Paesi che non ho mai
veduto e vissuto con te,
adesso si li vivro'
Con te partiro'
su navi per mari
che, io lo so,
no, no, non esistono piu'
con te io li vivro'
Quando sei lontana
sogno all'orizzonte
e mancan le parole,
e io si lo so
che sie con me,
tu mia luna tu sei qui con me,
mio sole tu sei qui con me.
Con te partiro'
Paesi che non ho mai
veduto e vissuto con te,
adesso si li vivro.
Con te partiro,
su navi per mari
che, io lo so,
no, no, non esistono piu',
con te io li rivivro.
Con te partiro'
su navi per mari
che, io lo so,
no, no, non esistono piu'.
con te io li rivivro.
Con te partiro'
Io con te.
miércoles, 19 de agosto de 2009
Things I translate
"Sinking into oblivion hurts way more than being borne a grudge" Julio Jaramillo
"El rencor duele menos que el olvido" Julio Jaramillo
sábado, 18 de julio de 2009
miércoles, 8 de julio de 2009
Is war because of religion?
You might know there's always money behind! Nowadays people are happy just if they have money. They have forgotten that happiness is not inside a Hundred dollar bill. It's in our hearts, and we will NEVER find it if we continue thinking that just because one does not belong to the same religion or has not the same belief I do, I got to exclude him or her from my life.
In my opinion, happiness is able to be found by helping one another and, also, by sharing with people we love. In the other hand, people must learn to live with other people, to be kind with their neighbor, without taking into account his or her religion or belief, nationality, race or any other fact.
People HAVE to understand that one cannot go through life just killing, murdering, hijacking, raping, just because I believe in something.
In my opinion, happiness is able to be found by helping one another and, also, by sharing with people we love. In the other hand, people must learn to live with other people, to be kind with their neighbor, without taking into account his or her religion or belief, nationality, race or any other fact.
People HAVE to understand that one cannot go through life just killing, murdering, hijacking, raping, just because I believe in something.
Remember: My rights will go to the extent where yours begin.
martes, 7 de julio de 2009
Michael Jackson - His Music Will Live Forever
These days I was just browsing some stuffs on internet when I found a link to Something related to Michael Jackson's death. I could not believe it. My 9 year old brother had told me, but I did not want to believe him. Some hours ago I read the news: I felt an empty space in my tummy. Time went by so slowly. Today I know it is his burial, so I decided to watch it through his web site: www.michaeljackson.com. When I went into, I was asked to leave a message for him: "Share my memory". It was not that difficult to express it.
This was my message to him:
miércoles, 10 de junio de 2009
Before surgery
Actually, these recent days I haven't been getting the best vibes from this surgery. I don't know why, but I'm just feeling it. Due to the fact that I don't have my life bought, either is isn't sure that I'll come back to this blog, my blog. It's not that I'm being pessimistic, It's just that I'm being sensible: death risk is everywhere, just when leaving home I have risks around: at home, at university, at the bus, everywhere! I think I don't fear death, I just fear being that important for someone who couldn't live without me. Actually, it might be really good; but I don't like it.
I got many things to tell you, but there are 3 things I can't evoid telling you right now. These things (points) I gonna talk about are:
1. Yeah! I might be a man who has been with more than one girl at the same time, but when I really like one, I come serious! I know that's something very difficult to believe, even to understand. There have been a lot of reasons for me to be that way (do NOT think about me being hurted in the past or sth related). The important fact or the message is that: I could explain my way of being, but you might not understand. So, just get it by me as being happy and enjoying my life! There are stuffs people don't understand that easy, just becuase there are paradigms in their minds.
2. Most people say family is very important in everyone's life, but what about those people who grew being alone? what about those people who are homeless? Most of them grew up without it, obviously they had some help. But that help might be less than what they really deserved. In my opinion, I grow up in a different one, NOT a normal one. I won't say why I say so. Okey!? Everything I could tell you is: get to me! never be afraid of being shy! hehehe
3. As I said: I don't have my life for sure!! I don't know if I'm comming back to this, my, blog. So all I wanted to say was thank you very much for reading me. And thank you a lot for being who you are and the special ways you have made my life better!! :D
Well, I got to go now. It is 11:39 of 10th June! hehe and the surgery will be in the next ...7 hours!!
Oh! Just write any comment you have!! hehehe Really love you!
I got many things to tell you, but there are 3 things I can't evoid telling you right now. These things (points) I gonna talk about are:
1. Yeah! I might be a man who has been with more than one girl at the same time, but when I really like one, I come serious! I know that's something very difficult to believe, even to understand. There have been a lot of reasons for me to be that way (do NOT think about me being hurted in the past or sth related). The important fact or the message is that: I could explain my way of being, but you might not understand. So, just get it by me as being happy and enjoying my life! There are stuffs people don't understand that easy, just becuase there are paradigms in their minds.
2. Most people say family is very important in everyone's life, but what about those people who grew being alone? what about those people who are homeless? Most of them grew up without it, obviously they had some help. But that help might be less than what they really deserved. In my opinion, I grow up in a different one, NOT a normal one. I won't say why I say so. Okey!? Everything I could tell you is: get to me! never be afraid of being shy! hehehe
3. As I said: I don't have my life for sure!! I don't know if I'm comming back to this, my, blog. So all I wanted to say was thank you very much for reading me. And thank you a lot for being who you are and the special ways you have made my life better!! :D
Well, I got to go now. It is 11:39 of 10th June! hehe and the surgery will be in the next ...7 hours!!
Oh! Just write any comment you have!! hehehe Really love you!
sábado, 23 de mayo de 2009
Phrases I like :D
Well, here you are some of the phrases I would like to share with you. Some of them I like by the passion the inspire me, some others...just because!
Various:
"A bank is a place that will lend you money if you can prove that you don't need it". Bob Hope
"Uyyy, maese!!"
"Chanfle..."
"Hermanos, nosotros nacimos de la noche, en ella vivimos, moriremos en ella. Pero la luz será mañana para los más, para todos aquellos que hoy lloran la noche, para quienes se niega el dia. Para todos la luz, para todos todo...
...techo, tierra, trabajo, pan, salud, educación, independencia, democracia, libertad..."
"Nuestra sangre derramada es petróleo para el yankee"
"SI al bareto
NO alvarito"
"Cuando digo que el burro es blanco, es por que traigo los pelos en la mano"
"La nevera no produce nada"
"The soul of beings is their scent"
TLOFR-III:
Go, and become what you were born to be...
And then you see it: white shores and beyond a far green country under a swift sunrise...
I see in your eyes, the same fear that would take the heart of me. A day may come when the courage of Men fails, when we forsake our friends and break all bonds of fellowship; but is it not this day. An hour of wolves and shattered shields when the age of Men comes crashing down; but it is not this day. This day we fight. By all that you hold dear on this good earth, I bid you stand, Men of West!
Various:
"A bank is a place that will lend you money if you can prove that you don't need it". Bob Hope
"Uyyy, maese!!"
"Chanfle..."
"Hermanos, nosotros nacimos de la noche, en ella vivimos, moriremos en ella. Pero la luz será mañana para los más, para todos aquellos que hoy lloran la noche, para quienes se niega el dia. Para todos la luz, para todos todo...
...techo, tierra, trabajo, pan, salud, educación, independencia, democracia, libertad..."
"Nuestra sangre derramada es petróleo para el yankee"
"SI al bareto
NO alvarito"
"Cuando digo que el burro es blanco, es por que traigo los pelos en la mano"
"La nevera no produce nada"
"The soul of beings is their scent"
TLOFR-III:
Go, and become what you were born to be...
And then you see it: white shores and beyond a far green country under a swift sunrise...
I see in your eyes, the same fear that would take the heart of me. A day may come when the courage of Men fails, when we forsake our friends and break all bonds of fellowship; but is it not this day. An hour of wolves and shattered shields when the age of Men comes crashing down; but it is not this day. This day we fight. By all that you hold dear on this good earth, I bid you stand, Men of West!
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